Been down to my mother's for the night, had lunch with a friend, I think they put some olive oil on the salad, and tonight's casserole was a little fatty, plus very little exercise means I've got to work much harder for the next couple of days, He's hurt his tooth, so sounds kinda weird, I'm ahead of him on the damn books now and sick of them, they're so tedious and repetitive, I hope it ends soon, my father is getting married to his girlfriend who was born in the same year as me, she's nice, I hope she makes him happy, he's spent his life desperately searching, I don't want to be like that, I have to win this fight, this time, or I'm gonna be fucked up forever, saw the previous him today, he drives me crazy now, he gave me his shirt, that fucked current him off deeply, he seemed properly pissed off, but that might just be because I was using it to mock him for having my shirt, plus I look cute in a loosely buttoned black shirt, I'm almost certain he reacted to me today, his eyes seemed as hungry for me as mine were for him, his lips parted when looked at me, and I caught him staring a couple of times, my Mom seems to think the weight is coming off, maybe that's it.